Heya~. Here I am again~. I just finished writing notes for module 8 of the hematology class I'm taking right now. I have been trying to get notes and assignments done for these extension classes. I guess since last time I wrote until now, one of the big news is me making it into CLS programs! I got into both programs at UCI and CSULA~. I was waitlisted on both of them at first though. I'm overjoyed and grateful when I found out the news. Now I am "fighting" the other half of the battle: passing these classes I'm taking, especially hematology. The set up of these classes makes passing it challenging even if you do well on other assignments, getting a 70% or lower constitutes a failing grade in the class. I don't like that setup. But I will play it. For now. I'm going to focus working toward my goals. I feel discouraged now and then, but I remind myself of how much anxiety and hard work I gave to get to this point. I want to give my best so even if I don't pass a class, I won't feel disappointed in myself because I didn't give my best.
I have been trying just to live everyday. By live, I mean realize the goodness in everyday and not wish to skip forward. After these 24 years, I learned that at any point in life, one can always wish to fast forward because there is an issue at hand. I want to learn to deal with whatever is present and enjoy the time I have now. I have been slowly doing school work and working at my part time job. I look forward to little craft projects I want to do, hangouts with my boyfriend on the weekends, Sunday lunch with my family, and other little things that pop up now and then (like eating crawfish this weekend or planning for a trip this summer). Well, I will continue living and enjoying my ordinary life now. Until next time then.
